my name is yingyu but some people prefer calling me yama-chan or misha. Some people think i'm weird, sacarstic & rude. i'm a person who tends to get irritated easily and to top it off, i have a very bad temper. so don't mess with me.i'm a photoshop expert. i have a weird taste in music, like, i have a weakness for jazzy-music, world/folk/fantasy-like music, pop-rock and ballads. i hate those heavy metal stuffs.
i love video games, especially shin megami tensei games like digital devil saga and persona 2 i love manga as well, like majin tantei nougami neuro, bloody monday, air gear & naruto.
and oh, purple and white rocks my world.
wishlist
'DS 'PSP 'New com 'New phone 'Do better in studies 'Peaceful life 'Be nicer to people (lol) 'Own room 'new headphone 'Photoshop CS4 'Vocaloid 02 :Kagamine 'Vocaloid 02 :Megurine Luka 'Persona 3 'Persona 4 'Raidou vs King Abaddon 'Digital devil saga 'Devil survivor 'Nocturne 'Strange Journey 'Persona 'Rune Factory Frontier 'Harvest moon: Sunshine islands 'Professor Layton & Diabolical box'Play Persona 2 'Harvest moon :Animal parade 'Starry sky in summer 'Starry sky in winter 'new headphones'new wallet 'new pencilcase 'new bag 'd.gray-man artbook 'kuroshitsuji official fanbook
I want to finish DDS 2 when exams are over. The ending song is pretty nice. The lyrics are nice, that's for sure. It fits DDS, or I should say, Sera, well.
DDS is really one of the best game I ever played. The story, characters, battle system, everything is good. As far as theme songs goes, I still think Danger is the best. I love Danger's lyrics too.
Danger of falling in love like this Danger of falling apart In the hands of another Danger in falling love like this Cold sweat craving the dark So completely So sweetly Danger
Ok, I can't believe that I just memorised the lyrics and post it up here!
Time capsule by as(Tanami) Hey, do you remember the secret box? I suddenly remembered it now I hold onto love and walk on the path along the river
I miss you At the place where the cherry blossoms bloom In the sky where they dance The memories that flood me turn into tears
I can't see you Where are you smiling now? I want the memories of that day which I couldn't hold to reach you
Hey, do you notice me? I was looking away on purpose I couldn't say that I don't want to get hurt
I love you I want to say these words here, I want to confess Before the pink magic disappears
I miss you Come here to me now I want you to hold me I was lost in this serious love
I miss you At the place where the cherry blossoms bloom In the sky where they dance The memories that flood me turn into tears
I can't see you Where are you smiling now? I want the memories of that day which I couldn't hold to reach you
A quiz taken from Deviantart, from Jazz's journal.
Directions: 1) Type your answers into urbandictionary.com 2) Post the first definition to the answer 3) Tag 3 people
1) Name? Joey: The hottest sexiest thing alive. I wanna lick his face off. ......WTF? What kind of defination is this!?
2) Your age? 15: One of the worst ages of being a teenager. You are in the middle and you wind up with the most problems that age. You are too young to drive without an adult, cannot go to the prom, and get a part time job like real teenagers. Your head is up your ass and one day you are still a kid watching cartoons and another day you'll like to have sex. This is also the age when most teen problems occur such as anorexia and cutting. ..... That sounds more like teenagers living in USA. Sorry, I didn't mean to insult, but pretty true.
3) One of your friends? Clara: A Clara is a girl of smarts, integrity, and humor. She is a specimen to behold, for she is a person with the most fun, loveable, and easy to be around qualities. Her best friend loves her to death and back. Everything is true, except for the smart & integrity part
4) What should you be doing? Study: To go over to the opposite sex's house not to study, but to "study." "Studying" usually involves fooling around without any pants on. *no comment*
5) Favorite color? Purple: Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin. WTH is Marijuana? A flower?
6) Birthplace? Singapore (lol): 5 types of climate: hot, very hot, damn its freakin' hot, wow look roast human char siew all over the streets!, otherwise.
4 common interest among all typical Singaporeans: Food, glorious food! Shopping, Welcome to the Great Singapore Sale! Toto/4D, come Saturday Sunday.. will I win? (bai liu li bai hui bu hui kai), Education - "Boy AH! u finish tuition homework liao or not! Later got piano lesson! AIYO! Your spelling learn already anot?!"
3 MRT lines: North South line, East West line, North East line
2 hours(approx): is needed to travel from one end to another end of Singapore.
1 common language: Singlish "See liao lah... What you want?" "SCUSE" ...... WTH? XDD
7) Birth month? October: the birthstone for this month is Opal, but there is also a cheaper Rose Zicron.
and it's also the best month ever if your birthday is in it
8) Last person you talked to? Dad: The parent that takes the most shit. Sure, if you had a shitty father, then go ahead and bitch, but not all of us did. Some of us had great fathers, who really loved us, and weren't assholes. Honestly, if you could see how much damage a mother could do to one's self esteem, you wouldn't even place so much blame on "dear old dad" I have a nice Dad.
9) One of your nicknames? Yama: The Lord of the underworld or death. ... Devil survivor, anyone?
I have no motivation to study today. I even forget that there's a SS test tomorrow, as well as there's a chem worksheet that needs to be done, until Liu Cheng told me there is.
I'm not feeling that well. And these days I have weird, crazy dreams. lol.
Sakura mentioned about Akito's birthday. Which was very sad. It's like, no one remembers his birthday. I feel sad and sorry for him. People should sometimes take a effort to remember small things like this.
New favourite Vocaloid songs. <3 From Hatsune Miku- Unbalanced communication, LOL -Lots of laughs- & Tsumi to Batsu. From Kagamine Twins -Harvest From Megurine Luka -Marionette -Jazz version-, No logic
Miku took me by surprise with the two lastest vocaloid ranking. 3 uber songs, especially Unbalanced Communication.
I also taken a liking to Love & Roll & Wo Ai Ni alot. I love the lyrics of Love & Roll, as well as the techno beats. Wo Ai Ni simply means I love you in Chinese. It's a very upbeat & energetic song. Eh, both songs are about love. So not me. Haha.
I need to be more focus. I'm too easily distracted. Just a few simple conversation on MSN is enough to pull my attention away from studying. I'm feeling happy now.
Bryan strip in our class today. Freeshow. lol. I don't want to comment further.
I should try to be nicer, and not be so straight-foward and talk too mean-ly. lol.
I'm getting a hang on Photoshop CS4. Hahaha. As expected, since I'm pro. I don't get why people call me a pro in photoshop. I mean, my graphics are ugly and still need lots of improvement.
I should do my homework now. lol. Exams are coming.
And I'm loving these new songs. :3
Wo Ai Ni (I love you) by Hitomi Takahashi Love & Roll by Supercell Amnesia by Akiko Shikata No logic by Megurine Luka Tsumi to Batsu (Sin & Punishment) by Hatsune Miku
Clara, Jocelyn & Vivian came to my house today to do their IT project. Haha. Their poster is like -SUPER DAMN NICE compared to my group's poster. Haha.
Vivian left first, then Clara & Jocelyn played Wii like -3 hours? I don't know. XD It was fun, anyway. =D
And thanks, Vivian, for letting me download Adobe Creative Suite 4 from your disk. XD Photoshop CS4 is a bit harder to use than CS4, but I'm fine so far. XD Here's a simple bookmark I made with Photoshop CS4.
Features Misha from Ar Tonelico. I learned how to use Actions & Styles today... by myself, again. XD I think I'm ready to start practicing on making real life people graphics. Who should be my guinea pig for practicing? Maybe some random cosplay or Taeyang. Haha. XD
And this is good. I had a sudden urge to study alot. But I still need to think about how my artwork is going to be like.
Strangely, I'm having dreams at night these days. And they are either very weird... or about me and certain people. I don't usually have dreams, and I don't really like dreams.
Here's what I'm going to do :Nothing to post = Post songs time.
Pokerface -VOCALOID VERSION- by Megurine Luka Original :Lady Gaga My comments :Why am I hearing... CURRY PIE, CURRY PIE during the "Can't read my" part... and PO-PO-PO-POKE HER FACE instead if "Pokerface"?
Migi-kata no chou (Purple butterfly on your right shoulder) by Kagamine Len My comments :I like weird songs. Ok, this song is not exactly weird. I love the beat alot, and some of the effects in it. And Len sounds really good in this song. Rin's version sounds good too, as her voice is powerful and emotional, and it goes well with the song. Plus, I love the pictures.
And Rin's version (Has slight differences):
Or if you prefer Valshe's SEXY voice.
Rotten girl grosteque romance by Hatsune Miku My comments :Simply creepy & love the lyrics. Though I think it would be better if Miku's voice is tune to be like Hold;release;rakhasa;capture or the world's end umbrella.
Was I born to be in love with you? Through this thin wall I mumble alone, "Love me." I keep hunting out your personal love information In the closed door of myself I wish I could touch your face, stroke your face, my sweetheart Oh my, my, you have a guest? What a pretty girl she is! Tell me how much you love her I'll kill her and pack her up Burning photos of that girl I wonder what she is doing now LOL You can do anything you want to me Because I love you this much, you see? I wanna keep you completely riveted and I wanna have a collection of you
Why are you crying? What's wrong? Oh, this one? I'll affectionately hold a cardboard box that you'll be put in when you're dead I'll put a present behind the door A kitten head every single day for you, a cat lover
Burning photos of that girl I wonder if she'd ever existed LOL "I love you" Such a cliche doesn't satisfy me But makes me wanna puke "I will eternally love you...←"
My top 10 favourite covers so far (in no order): Last night, good night [Choucho] Tokyo 2 rock city [Valshe] Filozofio [Jani] You and beautiful world [Komeru] When the first love ends [Choucho] Tsumugi uta (Spinning song) [Kuripurin] Just be friends -Piano version- [Yamai] Mikunologie [Usa] Piano x Forte x Scandal [Yamai] Jikokeno (Self hate) [Choco]
Art paper came out too, and I have a idea for my final artwork. The only problem is I can't draw human faces well.
I don't feel like typing more. ==
And here's a song I like recently :
Just be friends -Piano version- by Kushi Original :Megurine Luka My comments :In this version, this song just becomes sadder. Kushi did a great job in this song, she sounds like she's going to cry in some parts of the song. I'm not a big Kushi fan, but she did a superb job in this song (along with her Step to you).
If you prefer Yamai's slightly deeper voice, here's her version, which is equally good.
And of course, the original version of Just be friends by Yue.
I had been watching Final destination series through Dad's laptop recently. Going to watch Final destination 4 latest by Monday. Haha. With the laptop, of course.
I think the way they died is COOL, but when you think of it, what if those things could happen to yourself? lol. But I still think it's cool. Hahaha.
I passed my bio test... I guess that's good. lol.
And I just knew that these songs will sound good if there's a niconico version of it. =D
Alice by Ritsuka Original :Hatsune Miku Cooments :This song itself is very calming and sounds good (and they even have frog croaking sounds in the background. XD). In the original, Miku sounds too robotic or broken, but in this version, Ritsuka's version, it all sounds great.
Filozofio by Jani Original :Megurine Luka Comments :Yes, this song only actually have vocals after 2 minutes plus. It's a VERY ALTERNATIVE song... so yeah, it's up to your music taste. But it's all good for me.
Tsumugi uta (Spinning song) by Kuripurin Original :Kagamine Rin & Kagamine Len Comments :This song sounds... very chinese... china. But it still a good song if you like stuffs from the Chinese Orchestral or something... related to chinese instrument. So it's a hate it or love it. I'm fine with it. In this version, it sounds much more peaceful & beautiful.
Jikokeno (Self hate) by Choco Original :Kagamine Rin Comments :I already HEART the original alot, but this one is even better. Choco sounds powerful & emotional here... definitely her best cover yet. A rock song... well, that's expected from Rin. And yes, this song is already in my song playlist. *points to music player* JUST LISTEN TO IT. lol.
Guess I have to thank Jerome for yesterday's Biology test. lol. Had Bio night class too, nothing much, anyway.
ART - Mr.D brought us to the canteen to draw still life. Me & Kai li drew the food pyramid at the canteen. == It's the easiest thing to draw anyway. IT - Mr.Lee went crazy. /end Maths - Surprisingly, I can do some questions. History - Fun, as usual. Since I'm bias towards History.
Went to Sun plaza with Nisa after school. Met Mr.D on our way there. lol.
And suddenly I'm singing Love is war by Hatsune Miku now. Must be due to the new album -EAGER LOVE REVENGE, which are all remixes of Love is war. I love the future mix the best.
Speaking of Vocaloid, Clara says I'm bias towards Rin. I guess that's quite true. Haha.
And speaking of Rin, one of my favourite song from her, Iroha Uta, is actually called ABC SONG when you translate it. Like, WTF!? The lyrics is like... it goes something like this :You can tie me up with a rope, or chain me up with a chain... HOW THE HELL CAN THIS BE ABC SONG!? LOL.
School started. Nothing much new anyway. Except for seating arrangement. lol.
As usual, I'm sitting together with Cheryl. Something new this time though,beside Cheryl is Liu cheng. lol.
I don't really care anyway. There's Maths, Chemistry, Biology test tomorrow, and I only studied for Bio. And there's night study tomorrow too. lol.
And it's stupid that when people say they GTG to avoid talking to you. then they will still be online for the next few hours. No, I'm not pointing to anyone in particular, but, if you really don't want to talk, just say it out directly.
Went home with Jocelyn today. It's like ages since I went home together with her. lol.
My com when KABOOM. lol. Using my dad's laptop now. I wonder what would have happened if it exploded. Wow. lol.
For some reason, I can't stop listening to Last night, good night now. lol. Weird. I use to dislike that song a bit, but now I love it so much. Maybe it's because I was turn off by Miku's voice in that song, but somehow Choucho's version make it sound all beautiful and complete. The PV is beautiful too. haha.
It's funny how on Youtube they are fighting over which version is better -Usa's, Choucho's or Luschka's. Personally, I disliked the beginning in Usa's version, and Luschka's voice sounds shaky in the chorus part. My favourite is Choucho's (I'm bias)
Today was so boring. I finished Devil survivor again. Atsuro route's ending is pretty meh, not as good as others. But then, all the endings are a bit on the weak side to begin with. But I still enjoyed this game alot. because I'm bias towards the SMT series And I was humming Last night, good night, like, all day long.
Ok, I don't know what's wrong with mum today. Early in the morning, when I just woke up, she asked me something utterly stupid. Here's the conversation :
Mum :"Girl, you have a boyfriend?" Me :"NO." Mum :"Then why are you SMS-ing so much these days?" Me :"It's the holidays. I'm bored. And they are all to my friend, A GIRL. See, CLARA. It's a girl's name!" Mum :"Then what about the boy who came to our house the other day?" Me :"My friend lah. He only come here to do project. nothing wrong what." Mum :"Are you very close to him?" Me :"Just normal friends, Mum. Mum :"It's really ok if you have a boyfriend. Just tell me." *Dad walks in* Dad :"Just tell us. Don't be scared."
... OMG, DAD AGREED WITH MUM THESKYISFALLINGDOWN.
I left the room, ending the conversation.
There's no point in continuing a conversation like that. What is she thinking!? This is SO retarded. And what's with Dad supporting mum on these type of questions? SMS-ing alot does not equal to having a boyfriend. I seriously don't understand my parents anymore these days. Just WHAT.THE.HELL are they thinking!?
On the other note, I want to stop thinking about Tadase. It's just, SO NOT ME.
P.S -I just check my thumbdrive file. I have 3179 pictures of the SMT series. O_O And it's still growing everyday!! Maybe I should start posting my favourites at the end of each post from now on.
Did the SS project today. More like, we WASTED our time there. Cheryl say all the research is not what she wanted (she should had done the research herself in the first place), and actually made me ask Liu cheng to bring his laptop, and he actually did bring his laptop. I thought that our project could be done when Liu cheng finally came. Who knows that Cheryl didn't really use the laptop at all, and ask us to go home and do more research. Liu Cheng & Dun quan will do the research, send it to me, and somehow I had to think of a way to come up with the whole poster just like that. So what for we meet today and even made poor Liu cheng bring his laptop here!? >:O lol.
People spotted in library today (in order) :Nisa, Ann, Dian, Zhen wei, Eugene. Saw Shakinah too.
Yay, new blogskin. I want to make myself a new wallpaper too... and I want it to be something from Persona 2 or Raidou Kuzunoha.
... Why am I getting excited & happy over small stuffs? lol.
Change my ringtone to Time & space by Kagamine Rin. I love the song's odd rythem & beat. Message ringtone is Melt by Hatsune Miku. The happy & upbeat tune just cheer me up. And kinda describe my feelings right now.
Guess I will just update about games I played recently. :3
SMT :Devil survivor OMG, fourth playthrough! Anyway, I'm going with Atsuro's route this time round. Yuzu would be last, and if I'm really THAT bored, I will go through Kaido's route once. I finally saw the Jack frost scene this time too.
Jack frost :Ho, you are really strong! How can I become hee-strong as you? Midori :With the POWER OF LOVE!! Jack frost :Hee, I should find that power of love, ho!
Jack frost went away, in search of the power of love...
I was like -LOL, what the hell!? Haha. XD Looking foward to the scene where he finds "the power of love" and becomes Black frost. lol.
Other than that, my demons are all still the same, blah blah.
SMT :Digital devil saga Playing again to see Serph's buttfor fun. I'm finally at the brutes base, which contain one of the most annoying boss battle. It's funny how battles become pretty hard when Heat's not in the party. After all, he is the only one who can handle the physical stuffs, unless you made Serph into a Physical tank. Which is a no-no. XD I prefer my SMT MCs to be a magic nuke.
I'm surprised that I actually didn't skip any scenes throughout this second playthrough. They all seem totally new & fresh to me.
Which is good. It proves that DDS is still my favourite SMT of all times.
Ar tonelico A dungeon in a Trumphet!? ...Great, Ar tonelico never fails to surprise me.
I finished all cosmosphere, and Misha's cosmosphere is the best. Aurica's too freaking emo & obessive over Lyner, and Shurelia's boring IMO.
I find this game too easy... and some parts are boring.
SMT :Persona 2, Innocent Sin Ok, I didn't play it, but rather, watch videos of it.
.... OMG...
You can actually turn Tatsuya into a GAY.
Yes, a romantic relationship between Tatsuya & Jun. I like Tatsuya alot, as well as Jun. Like, OMG.
Not only that...
HITLER REVIVES IN GAME. HITLERHITLERHITLERHITLER
And Lisa Sliverman speaks Japanese with a mix of Cantonese. Michelle is a Narccist aka "Zi lian kuang"
I will kill for this game now.
Come to think of it, the games I recently like involves CANNABALISM (people eating people) (DDS), YAOI-NESS/GAYS (P2, P4), KILLING OR FIGHT AGAINST GOD (DDS, Nocturne, DS), STRIPTEASE (P4), BLOODY/GORY STUFFS (DDS, DDS2, Nocturne, P3) and OMG THEY ARE ALL SMT GAMES!!
No wonder Dad says my choice of games is a bad influence for my younger brother.
I'm SO looking foward to SS project tomorrow. (Only a quater true) Which part am I looking foward to? I don't know.
Somehow, CDQ is part of my SS group. We even exchanged numbers today. Like I want sia. lol. Well, at least Cheryl is happy.== And Liu cheng is just Liu cheng.
Less than half the class turn up for Chemistry extra lesson today. Hahaha. Sheng dong treat me a cookie. lol. Nothing special, but, I just thought that no one will talk to me today. (since Kai li, Ira, Cheryl is not here today)
Lately I had been SMS-ing and MSN-ing alot more than usual. lol. Mum was scolding me for SMS-ing to Clara too much. I don't understand her. It's her day-off tomorrow too... I hope she doesn't follow me all the way to Causeway. (since I'm doing the project there tomorrow) I'm sure she will ask questions like -"Why are you doing project with guys?", "Why come here do project?" blah blah. IT'S SO RETARDED.
Dad just don't want a divorce. So, in order to do that, I must do everything to keep my brother & mother happy, even though that may affect me greatly, including my studies. My feelings are not considered.
Mum just want to be by herself & only care about brother. She's bias towards him. Whenever he did something wrong, somehow, it will become my fault. Not only that, Mum likes to find faults on me just for fun. Even on small stuffs like desktop wallpaper & my artwork.
Brother can just get anything he wants by shouting & crying. He thinks that everything is his and I must also do everything he wants. If I don't do it, he would just tell mum or dad and I will get scolded, even though I'm innocent.
I really can't be bothered anymore. When I grow up and manage to have some money, I'm just going to move out. I already had enough. What am I? A sacrifice?
Nobody really understand me at all. Or ever consider how I feel. I think my heart is closing up, freezing even more.
Still need to add some more stuffs. maybe tomorrow. i'm tired & lazy now.
i want to start studying tomorrow.
A re-look at holiday schedule wednesday -free day. going to do maths & art. & revise a bit. thursday -chemistry extra lesson @ 2. i don't even feel like seeing ms.tay. friday -ss project with liu cheng & cheryl @ 2. yay? saturday -charity. may not go. sunday -free day. last day of holidays. boo.
Mum actually cried today when she got home from work. Dad say she was scolded for something she didn't do. I may not like her as much as Dad, but still, she doesn't deserve this. I mean, she's innocent, and she's nice sometimes too.
On the other note, I'm going to get a PSP soon. Here I come NaoyaPersona! As far as I can see from the preview vids, the game looks awesome. ♥ I'm loving the new battle theme, as well as some of the characters, like Nanjo & Brown. Haha. Not sure about female characters yet, but I have a feeling I will like Ellen. lol.
On the side note, I really feel like killing Tadase today.
Today Kelly, Ira & Liu Cheng came to my house to do IT project. My room is very messy... well, never mind.
I was expecting Liu Cheng to be the last one to reach (because of where he lives), but suprisingly, he is the first one to reach. And even a few minutes earlier. Haha. We wait for Kelly & Ira for who-knows-how-long at the bus stop. I was staring into the blank space. Haha.
Then we do research lor. Lol. After played a bit of Rayman on Wii. lol.
I don't even have a freaking idea on how the poster is going to look like. O_O Haha. I shoudn't worry about this, I should worry more about the SS project. I'm sure SS will turn out HORRIBLE, and when it comes to group meeting...
Me + Liu cheng + Cheryl = Weird (?) atmosphere. Haiz.
On the side note, I got a second place in Photoshop school for the profile contest. Haha. I thought I wasn't going to win anything. lol. Guess I will just use that profile for my own profile. XD It's DDS anyway. (Heat! =DD)
I feel like privating my blog. So that I can really type out how I really feel. Maybe I should keep a diary.
I can't find anything nice to watch. I miss reading mangas. haha.
/start rant Seriously, why is people comparing Final Fantasy with Shin megami tensei games!? Oi, don't de-grade SMT. Not only that, that person is comparing it when he only saw some videos of Persona 3, and not play the game. And he's taking Persona 3 to judge the whole SMT series, WOW. I can say FF games are pretty meh. They rely on the graphics to attract people to buy their games. Yes, I can judge FF. I played FF 3,4,10,10-2,12,7 DOC. (that's 6 FF games)
People will defend FF, saying I never played 7,8,9 before. (the most popular in the series) But I would say the franchise can't be relying on those 3 at all times. Their new games should be able to draw in people like those 3. So if their new games can't really draw people into the fandom, it simply means it's a FAILURE.
And FF games are totally different from SMT games. It's like comparing Miley Cyrus with Obama! Because this two are really, really, different types of games. /end rant
Anyway, this Vocaloid video is cute. X3 Yay for MEIKO. X3 And yes, CLARA, it's a program that allows you to create & edit songs. X3
Anyway, I made some icons with Photoshop. Thought that I should just put up here.
Anyone can use them, just don't don't claim them as yours.
Ar Tonelico Aurica,Shurelia & Luca;
K-ON! Azusa & Ritsu;
Katekyo Hitman Reborn! Old request icons requested by Nisa. Thought I should just put it up here. Tsuna & Chrome (R to C parody);
Shin megami tensei series Naoya (P1), Minato (P3), Heat (DDS)
WOOT, I'm mad about making wallpapers now. 2 wallpapers in 2 days isn't normal for me. And they are all in widescreen size (1360x768). Yesh, it's very, very, big.
And suddenly, I'm back into watching anime again. Watching K-ON! right now. Not bad, it's pretty funny, and some of the jokes used in there is actually pretty mean. XD Eh, and it's filled with moe-ness, not something I usually watch.
Saw DDS 1&2 lying in a gamestore today. Suddenly, I start listening to it's OST & make graphics out of it. I don't know why, maybe it's because I suddenly remember that DDS IS STILL my favourite of all time. And this scene still makes me laugh :
Gale :Why is Argilla so sad? Heat :Because her girlfriend got killed. Gale :Her girlfriend? What's a girlfriend? I do not comprehend. Heat :... *shakes head* ... *sigh*
Gale is just so adorable. Haha. All the main cast, except for Sera, is awesome anyway.
Japan is crazy. A Hatsune Miku live concert. With a gigantic Miku hologram dancing in the middle of the stage. *points to video below*
And yes, Miku is a computer program. A Vocaloid. The song is one of my favourites, World is mine. (Though I would be happier if they played Tokyo 2 rock city instead) I'm sure a hell lot of money is spent on this live concert.
Lately the new Miku songs are dissapointing. :O Rather, Rin & Len got nice songs lately, like Namae nai no uta, Kodoku no hate, Self hate etc. And Meltdown is finally off the weekly vocaloid rankings's top 30!? Surprise, surprise.
Looks like my graphic making skills improved, right after I learnt about lightning and ligtning bolt effect today in IT. I actually made 4 bookmarks at one go -All of them are for myself. I can't be bothered with other requests. Haha.
Argh, there's english & biology test tomorrow. But, I have no mood to study at all now. I even feel like skipping tomorrow's school.
I feel very upset when my mum scolded me for my results. She said I didn't improve at all. Hello, my humanities improved a hell lot (C to A), I passed my english this time round, and my chinese improved too (C to B). When she said that, all types of emotions suddenly came rushing to me. Is my hard work all for nothing? Even if I improved, why am I still getting scolded? It's so unfair. Why am I always being look down on? Yes, I'm weird, my way of talking can be pretty mean & cocky, I look ugly, but still... *sigh*
I don't want to talk about these gloomy stuffs. Like Nisa said, I should just ignore my mum. Yes, sometimes, it's better to heck care. I'm sure... someday I will find someone who truly appreciates me.
Anyway, holidays starts this Saturday. (:
Monday -IT project at my house with Kai li, Ira & Liu Cheng (Not confirm) Wednesday -Charity! =DD I always wanted to help people. (: Next Saturday -*points to Wednesday*
I had been playing Ar Tonelico alot lately. Shurelia isn't as fun as I thought... I actually fell asleep when I was playing through her cosmosphere. Though Aurica's cosmosphere is SO emo, at least there's some slight sexual scenes to make up for it. I wonder why this game is not rated M while Raidou is? lol. My favourite is still Misha, her cosmosphere is actually very interesting and her character is fun. I wanted to play Ar Tonelico 2... the main heroine, Luca, is actually loves SM stuffs. I watch some of her cosmosphere videos on Youtube, and it's filled with SM-ness. Whoo ~~
And woot, Starry sky ~in Autumn~ opening is out. I had been waiting forever to read the translation to this game... hey, it's the forbidden Teacher-Student relationship after all. XDD The opening song is actually hard-rock, not something I expected. The opening looks awesome as usual, but I still prefer Summer's op. Aim high, Shoot low ~~ & Ryu is so cute. XDD He's a scorpio, just like me. XDD
P.S - I need to get new black markers. As well as a PSP. Other things to do - Hunt for more textures&brush&fonts, try listening to G-dragon's new album.
My comments : Eh, I'm not such a big fan of Aki's super-uber kawaii voice. But at least hers is Kawaii in a way that is not annoying (like Rie Kugimiya). Guitar ni Kubittake is my favourite track in this album, as well, it's rock. But... She sounds a bit like she trying a bit too hard to make it rock. Sunday Siesta is a relaxing song, something you will listen to when you are on vacation in Hawaii or something. Don't really like it. Her Let's go! is not that bad, but Mio & Tsumugi's version is way above hers.
My comments : My second favourite album out of all of them. This is mainly because Yoko Hikasa is the best singer out of all the girls, and her singing is actually very good. My favourite this time is the slow and tasty Hello little girl. A bit of alternative element in the beginning, and it becomes a slow, pop song with a very nice tune. Heart goes boom! is a fun and energectic rock song, which is expected. Her Let's go! is much more energectic than Yui's, but then, I think Yoko's voice is suited for this type of rock songs.
My comments: Better than I thought. Her songs are all very energectic & happy. Something good to hear in the morning. My favourite track is Girly storm Shissou Stick. The beat is fun and it's a pretty high song. I don't really like Mezase Happy 100% and her Let's go! is a bit dissapointing. I was expecting it to be more energetic... but overall, the album is still ok.
Featuring Tsumugi Tracks :Humming bird, Dear My Keys ~kenban no Mahou~, Let's go! (Tsumugi version) Singer :Kotobuki Minako
My comments : This is my favourite album out of all of them. Minako's voice is very comforting, a bit soft yet powerful and easy to listen to. My favourite track is Humming bird, which actually sounds so good that it can be use as a theme song for some anime or drama. The music is awesome too. Dear My Keys ~kenban no Mahou~ is also another very awesome song. The starting sounds real nice, and her voice really fits. It's very fun to listen to. Her Let's go! is surprisingly very good, she sound very good in there. And note that there is less rock element in this album.
Featuring Azusa Tracks :Jaja Uma Way To Go, Watashi wa Watashi no Michi wo Iku, Let’s Go (Azusa Ver.) Singer :Takatatsu Ayana
My comments :Her voice is actually half-way between Mio & Yui. Something like what you will get if you fuse Yui's & Mio's voice together. Her album is ok, I don't really like Watashi wa Watashi no Michi wo Iku. Her rapping in Jaja Uma Way To Go is cute & fun to listen to, but it's not something I will listen for a long time. My favourite track here this time is actually her Let's go!. It sounds great, because of her voice.
Persona protagonists version of K-ON! OP picture. From left to right :Minato, Naoya, Souji, Tatsuya Original :Tsumugi, Yui, Ritsu, Mio... I think. I'm not a fan of K-ON!
I have given up to wait for blogger to repair the bugs. Haha.
I'm so lazy to finish up my photoshop requests. And Lyn thinks I'm a pro. XDD Too many people in CR thinks I'm a pro in photoshop. Which is in fact, NOT. I'm still learning, and there are still alot of flaws in my works.
And oh, I forgotten to post about Teacher's day.
Malay dance :... I guess it's still ok. Bleh. First singer :I didn't bother to remember his name. His singing was... terrible. Indian dance :Not good at all. One of the dancers move is very awkard & un-naturual. Yuki & friends singing :The dance is sexy. But they should control their mic properly, it's too loud. Violin :The girl is funny. Ok, that aside, the performance is pretty good. (: The singapore idol one :Ok lah. Want to bet with me he woudn't enter the finals? Ok, I'm being too mean now. Chinese Ochestra :Is the only performance I enjoyed through the whole concert. I have a soft sport for CO.
Teachers award Hulky :Mr Issac and ??? Best-dressed :Mr Hu & Ms Uma. OMGWTFBBQ!? Baby-face :Mr.Kang & Mrs.Ang. Haha. XD Kind & Caring :Ms Ralph & ??? Funniest :Mr.Chow & Mdm Wee. Mr Chow IS funny. XD Coolest :Ms Eleora & Mr Chow. HELL YEAH.
Looking foward to IT project. I think my group model would be Kai li. Haha. If that's so, I will ask Ira to help me on some of the photoshopping stuffs and throw ALL (yes, it's bolditalicunderlineCAPLOCKS) the research stuffs to Liu Cheng. Muhahahaha.
And I finally found two new mangas to read :Suicide Island & B.O.D.Y. Suicide Island is just damn nice. The guy in B.O.D.Y actually reminds me of Liu Cheng. Retarded sia.
Anyway, yay for english translation of my favourite Miku song -Persona Alice!
水面に映るのは硝子玉の The one reflecting in the water surface is 青い瞳をした仮面(わたし)の顔 the face of persona(me) who had eyes with a blue glass gem. 沈んだ灯台は淡く揺らぎ The sinking lighthouse swings lightly, 密やかな声 and a secret voice is heard.
誰も私の事知らないから Because no one knows me, 私は誰の事も知らないの I don't know everyone. 丸い時計 針は15を指し The hands of a round clock points to 15, 逆さまになる and becomes upside down.
サケブワ SHOUT. 返事は無いのか何も聞こえない There's no answer or I don't hear anything. ワラウワ LAUGH. 浮かべた所で誰にも見えないの o o Even if I have a smile, no one can see. o o
p\a 4'i ka mM dzi 4a 4o m'i 4a Ji ka
それは まるで夢の中でウサギを追い掛けて穴に落ちたあの少女の様だ It's likes the girl who fell into a hole running after the rabbit in the dream. エシラ エシラ ECILA ECILA 真っ逆さまになる become upside down. 水面の仮面(わたし)はどうしてかとても悲しそうで I don't know why, persona(I) in the water surface seems very sad.
青色 浮かぶ 鐘の風船 Blue bell-like balloon is floating. まどろみ 油絵の具の中 I doze in oil colors. 砕けた カエル石に変わり Cracked frog changes into the stone, 誰かが笑った様な気が and I think someone laughs.
悲しくないわ だってホララ I'm not sad. That's because 風船より身軽な気分だわ I'm feelings lighter than the balloon. 縫い付けられた水面の姿 Sewn image in the water surface asks to me 「ホントにそうか?」と問い正す "Are you really so ?"
ナイテル CRYING 水底澱む樹々の枝ずっと for a long time is branches of trees that stagnate in the bottom of the water. キコエル HEAR どこからともなく煌めく鈴の音が a a the brilliant sound of the bell from nowhere. a a
wa do 4a p\M dzi 4a mM Ji 4a mi ka
それは とても忙しく笑いしきりに時計を見て走り回るあのウサギの様だ It's like the rabbit which laughs busily and consults the watch constantly while running around. エシラ エシラ ECILA ECILA 泣いてるのは誰だ? "Who cries ?" 水面の仮面(わたし)がイタズラにそっとササヤイタ The persona(I) in the water surface slily whispered.
安い言葉をアナタは言う You says cheap words. 私は笑う I laugh, 仮面(わたし)は嘲笑う Persona(I) derides. 何1つ知らないクセに You don't know nothing about me. どうせ忘れてしまうクセに、 I already know you'll forget me. 暗い水面に足をつける I soak my feet in the dark water surface. 仮面(わたし)は歓喜の声で言う Persona(I) let out a whoop of joy. 「ハロー!ハロー!待っていました!」 "HELLO ! HELLO ! I've been waiting for you !" 波を呼んで笑っていた She calls together waves and was laughing. 暖かい手が私をとり The warm hand take hold of my hand, 私と仮面を引き裂いた and it separates the persona from me. 温もりの中 光を探したけど何も みえない I look for light in the warm, but I can't see anything.
それは とても素敵なもので It is very wonderful, and 恐ろしい裁判から目が覚めたあの 少女の様だ I'm like the girl who awoke from a frightening judgment. エシラ エシラはもういないのよ ECILA ECILA no longer exists. 水底沈む灯台と共に夢を見る She dreams with the sunken lighthouse in the bottom of water.
歪む 色も形も全て無くしたかわりに受け取ったこの手の温もりを Instead of losing all the distorted colors and image, I received a warm one in my hand. ラン ロゥ ズィ ラ ゲ リュ ジ ラ run lo zy la ge lu di la 真っ逆さまになる become upside down. 水面に映るのは恐らくもう私だけ Perhaps, the one reflects in the water surface is only me.