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my name is yingyu but some people prefer calling me yama-chan or misha. Some people think i'm weird, sacarstic & rude. i'm a person who tends to get irritated easily and to top it off, i have a very bad temper. so don't mess with me. i'm a photoshop expert. i have a weird taste in music, like, i have a weakness for jazzy-music, world/folk/fantasy-like music, pop-rock and ballads. i hate those heavy metal stuffs.

i love video games, especially shin megami tensei games like digital devil saga and persona 2 i love manga as well, like majin tantei nougami neuro, bloody monday, air gear & naruto.


and oh, purple and white rocks my world.



wishlist
'DS 'PSP 'New com 'New phone 'Do better in studies 'Peaceful life 'Be nicer to people (lol) 'Own room 'new headphone 'Photoshop CS4 'Vocaloid 02 :Kagamine 'Vocaloid 02 :Megurine Luka 'Persona 3 'Persona 4 'Raidou vs King Abaddon 'Digital devil saga 'Devil survivor 'Nocturne 'Strange Journey 'Persona 'Rune Factory Frontier 'Harvest moon: Sunshine islands 'Professor Layton & Diabolical box 'Play Persona 2 'Harvest moon :Animal parade 'Starry sky in summer 'Starry sky in winter 'new headphones 'new wallet 'new pencilcase 'new bag 'd.gray-man artbook 'kuroshitsuji official fanbook
bubbly



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layout: *etoile filante heartsinink inspiration xxx
Friday, October 30, 2009 7:06 AM
Gotten back results today. Most of them are expected, except for that one subject. Yes, that very one subject that caused me despair.

And that's Chinese. First time in my life I failed Chinese? Why? Because I became sick on that day and didn't take that stupid paper. If I had taken that paper, my total scores & grades would be entirely different.

*sigh*

So in total, I failed 2 subjects. The rest are fine. =DD Or should I say, except for Combined Science, all the others had improved. I guess this is a good sign.

Mr Tay say that the mug/pencil holder/whatever I made from the pottery trip will impress Mrs Yeo. Just because there's the words "Think Positive!" on it. LOL. I enjoyed that trip anyway, except for a few love bites from Mosqitos. (no idea how to spell it anyway.

Today my house internet modem went KABOOM!. Dad took it to the Singtel service center. The person say that the wire inside the cable was burned. Scary. Haha.

And I can't believe that my Isamu icon was chosen by the mods as Mod's choice! It was actually a weekly SMT icon competition that I participated.

Completing Ar Tonelico 2 soon. Jakuri finally learned the combo song magic Phantasmogoria. Yay. Misha. <33 Anyway, I must say that the battle system is so repetive that it's not funny. I literally skip all the battles and is still able to defeat the upcoming boss (!). This game is too easy. I only play it for the story. Spica's shop events are fun though. And a awesome talk topic from Jakuri :


Talk topic :Naked? (Spica mentioned that if she didn't stop Jakuri, Jakuri would still be walking around NAKED.)

"I'm not ashamed of my body, I don't have a problem at all."
"Even if they're small, I'm not ashamed to show them off!"

"Someone jealous of my figure called the police, and I had to run away from them.
Insecure people really get on my nerves"

"You're asking for it. You need to stop acting like a child over a naked body."

Yes, I left out everything Croix had said in this convo. Haha. Jakuri is the coolest revaytail in Ar Tonelico 2. Luca & Cloche looks as if they have a thing for each other. Ew. If they do have a thing for each other, it would be Incest + Lesbian. Ew.

These days are so boring. These days CR are filled with crappy photoshoppers who thinks they are so BIG. Then they will shoot you with rude remarks or say that you are not a photoshopper. I didn't see your works before. so you suck.. That's so childish, and they didn't even get their facts right before arguing. Sometimes I feel like laughing when I see these people quarrel.

When I say bad, this is how bad their photoshop works are. And they still claim that it's nice.

Original picture:


After photoshopping:


When I look at this works, I can't even imagine that it was produced out in Photoshop. They are so terrible. If you want to quarrel/fight about graphics, your graphics should at least, look good.

I feel like changing my blogskin.


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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 5:34 AM
Don't feel like posting about school today. Har har har.

Just a mini-survey of Ar Tonelico. Did it because recently, I'm playing Ar Tonelico 2.

Best voice actor: Cloche's. Kate Higgins, I think.
Best character design: Aurica or Lyner (AT1) Cloche (AT2)
Best "mind guardian": Infel.
Best personality: Definitely Misha. Jakuri comes close.
Best cosmosphere: Misha. (AT1) Cloche (AT2)
Best Reyveteil: Misha.
Best Song Magic: Ar Tonelico, Wo ai ni, Burst fill (AT1) Hidden enchant, My slaves (AT2)
Best vanguard: Lyner.
Best main character: Lyner. You got to admire his dumb-ness.
Best looking girl: Misha. Shurelia comes close.
Best looking guy: Lyner.
Best weapon: Cocona's.
Best Shop Owner: Spica. No competition here.
Best boss : Mir
Best hymnmos : Purger_aurica, Phantasmogoria (AT1), exec_despedia (AT2)


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Friday, October 23, 2009 1:25 AM
Thankyou to Jocelyn Tay, Clara, Vicki & Kelly for birthday presents. :D But Vicki's one kinda surprised me. It's only a birthday card, but I never expect someone from other class to draw a card for me & ask everyone to sign it. Lol. I really appreciate it and love it. X3

Went to last session for Mass dance. It's boring. Lol. Maybe it's just due to the fact that I hate dancing.

And OMG, He's a DANCER? Like, seriously, WTFBBQOMG?! I can't believe it when Jocelyn told me about it! I'm like, "O_O#@$%^&&(!?!?!? OMG HE DANCE? HIM? DANCE? A DANCER? HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE THE TYPE TAT DANCES!!! OMGWTH. %%@#@$@%^" I can't believe it. I'm shocked. Lol. He lost his balance at the moment Jocelyn told me about it, making it even more unbelievable. And don't ask me who he is if you happen to read this part.

I'm so pissed at CR's image uploader. I think I want to quit as a graphic maker at the end of this year.


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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 9:50 AM
Results :

English :B4 =DD Previously, it was a C6. Not that impressive, but I improved! Haha.
Maths :As usual.
Chinese :?
Biology :39/70. I actually passed my Bio this time. Yay?
Chemistry :30.5/70. Expected. My chemistry just sucks.
History :29/50. I never expect myself to pass History this time round, since I didn't finish two questions (and one of them is a essay! question)
Social studies :35/50 (second in class. Yay. Mas selemat rocks.)
Art :62/100. I never expect myself to pass art. My art is so terrible this time round.

Overall for SA2 : Passed. (:

I'm still playing Nocturne. I had finally reach the final dungeon, Tower of Kagutsuchi. Sheesh, what's with SMT & tall towers? (DDS :Karma temple, P3 :Tarturus etc) I intially wanted to complete Raidou 1 first, but I totally forgotten how to play the game.

The tower itself have annoying traps... well, this is NOCTURNE. Not as annoying as Labyrinth of Amala, but still annoying. Lol. When I thought that the traps in DDS was annoying, Nocturne's traps were far more annoying.

Ahriman & Noah isn't that hard. Buffs & Debuffs are really important in Nocturne. Noah was more annoying though, because of that stupid pattern it will take in both forms. I thought the way Isamu died was cool, with Noah's tears of blood and him inside the embryo or whatever it was. I'm so not looking foward to Chiaki's fight aka Baal Avatar. I don't like her. >:O But the scene where she becomes a demon is cool, though.

I'm wondering which ending I will get, Neutral or Demon. Since I had rejected all three reasons & don't plan to complete the Labyrinth, I'm left with only these two endings. I'm hoping to get Neutral though.

I'm thinking of completing DDS1 then starting over again for DDS2 after I finish Nocturne. I may start with Ar Tonelico 2 first.


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Saturday, October 17, 2009 6:56 AM
A anime survey.

Japanese names you've used:
Yama-chan
Current age:
15
Age you began watching anime:
13
First anime series:
Cardcaptor Sakura
Age you began streaming/downloading anime:
13
First streamed/downloaded anime:
Hunter x Hunter Greed Island
Est. amount of anime series you've seen:
50-80+
Est. amount of anime episodes you've seen:
200/300+. I don't know.
Do you see yourself watching anime 10 years from now?:
Maybe.

Anime Preferences
List your top 10 anime
Not in any order.
1. Shaman King
2. Air
3. Basilisk
4. K-ON!
5. Full metal alchemist
6. Yu yu hakusho
7. Gakuen Alice
8. Honey and clover
9. Black Jack
10. The law of Ueki

Shoujo or Shounen?:
Shounen
Subbed, Dubed, or Raw:
Subbed
Plot or Episodic?:
Plot
Preferred amount of episodes in a series:
Below 100.
Preferred Genre:
Action, Comedy, Sci-fic, Reverse-Harem
Preferred year of anime:
Any
How many series do you watch at a time?:
1-3
How many episodes do you watch in a day?:
1-5
Favorite Opening + Ending theme song: OP:
Alot. Guess I will just post top 5 for both.
OP:
Aozora no namida by Hitomi Takahashi (Blood+)
Euphoric field by Elisa (Ef -a tale of memories)
Tori no Uta by Lia (Air)
Hikari by Yui Horie (Inukami!)
Let me be with you by Round Table (Chobits)

ED:
Kimi no shiranai Monogatari by Supercell (Bakemonogatari)
Dancing in the velvet moon by Nana Mizuki (Rosario + Vampire)
Wild eyes by Nana Mizuki (Basilisk)
Hanabi by Ikimono Gakari (Bleach)
The beautiful world by Ai Maeda (Kino no Tabi)

Manga Preferences
List your top 10 manga of all time.
Not in any order.
1. Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro
2. Air Gear
3. Kuroshitsuji
4. Chobits
5. Fruits basket
6. Chrono Crusade
7. Bleach
8. Naruto
9. Shinigami no ballad

10. Nana

Anime or Manga?:
Manga
Buy or Download Manga?:
Buy
Weekly Chapter or Monthly Volume?:
Both
Do you buy weekly manga magazines?:
No
How much manga do you read at a time?:
Alot
How many chapters/volumes do you read a day?:
10-30
Do you read the manga before the anime comes out?:
Yes
Do you ever read manga in the book store?:
Yes
...and got kicked out?:
No

Character Preferences
List your top 5 guys
1. Sebestian [Kuroshitsuji]
2. Neuro [Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro]
3. Agito [Air gear]
4. Ulquiorra [Bleach]
5. Kanda [D.Gray-man]


List your top 5 girls
1. Kagura [Gintama]
2. Tomoyo [Clannad]
3. Misha [Ar Tonelico]
4. Souseiseki [Rozen Maiden]
5. Rima [Vampire knight]

Which anime character would you marry if you could?:
None
Most kawaii anime character:
Yachiru [Bleach]
Yui [K-ON!]
Most annoying anime character:
Kagome [Inuyasha]
Mayura [Matantei Loki Ragnarok]
Yuuki Cross & Kuran Kaname [Vampire knight]
Ikuto [Shugo Chara!]
.........and the list goes on.

Best anime couple:
Ulquiorra&Orihime [Bleach]
Mikan&Natsume [Gakuen Alice]
Isuzu&Hatsuharu [Fruits basket]

Leading characters or supporting?:
Supporting
Male or Female protagonist:
Male
Yandere or Tsundere?:
Tsundere
Large cast or small cast?:
Large

Anime&Manga Merchandise

Amount of Anime DVD's you own:
10+
Amount of Manga Volumes you own:
300+
Do you have any anime models/figures?:
Yes. A Tsubasa Chronicle Fye chibi figure.
Do you have any anime key chains?:
Yes. Dragonball. ==
Do you own anime video games?:
Yes.
Tales of the abyss [PS2]
Ar Tonelico [PS2]
Disgaea [PS2&DS]
Naruto & Bleach[PS2]
Shaman King [GBA&PS2]

Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro & Full metal alchemist & Shugo Chara![DS]
Any cosplay costumes?:
No
List some anime merchandise you own:
A Full metal alchemist, Hunter x Hunter & Chobits poster each.
A Kon file folder
A Gintoki & Okita & Hijikata HP strap
Kon cosplay plushie (Grimmjow & Ulquiorra)
How long do you spend in an anime store?:
5-10 minutes? Window shopping.
... and have you ever been kicked out for taking too many pictures:
I don't even take pictures. O_O
Are you willing to spend over $500 for an anime you love? :
No. But maybe yes on a game franchise.


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Friday, October 16, 2009 6:39 AM
Gotten back half of the exam results today. Lol.

English -Paper 2 passed. YAY.
Chinese -VR! HAHAHAHA.
Maths -As usual.
Biology -I passed! =DD Yay.

So far, except for Maths, things are still looking good. Lol. I might retain. Or drop to NA. Who knows?

And I finally watch the PV of Kimi no Shiranai Monogatari by supercell. I like the song. Anyway, the PV is so drama. LOL.



Seamo & Ayase Kozue's Honey honey. I love this PV. Haha. Seamo looks funny there. He keep hurting himself to get himself land into the hospital just to see the nurse. Haha. XDD



Ai Otsuka's CHU-LIP. Super weird.



Hitomi Takahashi's Candy line. I don't like this song alot, but heck, the PV is one of the weirdest PV I ever seen.



Chieko Kawabe's Sakura kiss. Opening of Ouran high. Why do I keep finding weird PVs?



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Thursday, October 15, 2009 2:40 AM
Finally, I picked up Nocturne. It's been like -a month since I touch it, because of the Asakusa Puzzle Boy thing and exams. I only touch it again -when I learned that I don't have to go through the puzzles to continue the game. Lol. I shoudn't had picked it up again, well, because,

I played from 11am+ to 5pm+. That's 1,2,3... 6 hours! Lol. That's why I must, never, ever play a Shin megami tensei game when exams/or whatsoever are near. lol.

Anyway.

Took Chemistry & Maths paper today. Chemistry is still ok, Maths is just a killer. I don't want to think or talk about it.


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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 1:40 AM
Suck.

1# My final artwork look awfully plain this time. I'm so going to fail art.
2# I have to take three exams tomorrow. O_O Chemistry + Maths =Worst combination EVER. I'm still ok with Chinese.

Might edit this post later.

This Miku song is perfect for Halloween. Hachi always produces quality creepy song. The song she produces are very good, for example, Hold;Release;Rakhasa & Carcasses, Quaila, The world end's umbrella & Persona Alice.

Come to think of it, Vocaloid kinda works best with creepy songs.

Mrs.Pumpkin's funny dream


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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 7:14 AM
I notice a freaking mistake in the quiz. Haha.

Still sick. So didn't went to school today. Heard that the Maths paper is a killer. Lol.

I'm still having weird dreams. And yes, yes, I'm still going by Persona 2 names. LOL.

I have this dream like, 2 days in a row? It always start with Yukino talking to me, then Tatsuya would suddenly appear. Then he would throw something at me. And the dream ends. Like, wtf? Lol.

I can't believe I'm saying this... but I'm so dead for art this time. Lol.

And I think I'm in love with the song Kimi ni tonari by Hitomi. Definitely need to hear more stuffs by her.

Song playlist up! I hate mixpod. :OO The playlist contains theme songs for SMT games.

1. Kimi no Tonari (By your side) by Hitomi [Persona 2 :Innocent sin]
2. Change your way by Elisa La'Verne [Persona 2 :Eternal punishment]
3. Pray by Houko Kuwashima [Digital devil saga 1]
4. Kioku no kimi (Memories of you) by Yumi Kawamura [Persona 3]
5. Danger by Etro anime [Digital devil saga]
6. Reset by Aya Ishihara [Devil survivor]
7. Time capsule by as(tanami) [Digital devil saga 2]
8. Never more by Shihoto Hirata [Persona 4]
9. Brand new days by Yumi Kawamura [Persona 3]
10. Voice by Yumi Kawamura [Persona]


Closing off with Kaito's Morning call. This song was #2 on this week's weekly Vocaloid ranking. Kaito finally gets some love. LOL.

This song is ok, not really my type of song, but hey, a nice Kaito song is hard to come by. Yay for Oster project. =D



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Sunday, October 11, 2009 5:32 AM
How well do you know me?

http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/take-quiz.php?id=0910110806436742&a=1&&

And then Kagamine Rin's Iroha Uta aka ABC song.

ABC song. O_O The song is more like, your desire for someone.

If it is what you desire
I can be like an obedient dog
with a cord, a rope, or a chain
I'll let you tie me up
Or if you prefer, I can be like a kitten
I shall endearingly,
with my fingers, feet, and lips
indulge you
Whoever indulges their passions first,
such things do not matter

(1)
The colors come out like scattered paint
No one can be at their zenith eternally
I want to know more and more profoundly
Today I overcome the transient world
Without superficial dreaming or intoxication

Let me stain in your colors
ha ni ho he to chi ri nu ru o
Ahh...
I can be like a camellia flower
with blossoms in the winter
With rain or frost on my body
Let me display myself for you
Or if you prefer a splendid rose
and want to see it on the verge of falling
With fragrances on the neck and hair
I'll be wrapped in the scent of death
I have yet to be stained to the bone
With just that much, it is not satisfying

Repeat (1)

I shall change myself for your sake
Ahh...

Repeat (1)

Let me perish with you
iro ha ni ho he to anywhere


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Saturday, October 10, 2009 8:08 AM
new blogskin. simplicity is the best. (:


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3:24 AM
Think I will just post about that super-weird & retarded dream I had. Lol.

For the sake of my privacy, I will post fake names. Guess I will go with names from Persona 2. Haha.

I was in this train. The train was flying in the sky. (LOL) On the train, there's me, Maya, Lisa, Elly, Yukino, Jun, Nate, Tatsuya. Maya is sitting beside me. Lisa & Elly is sitting on the floor, chatting. Yukino is standing alone by herself, looking out to the window.

And here comes the retarded and weird parts.

Jun and Nate are hugging. And Nate IS ON TOP OF Jun. Like, WTF!? LOL.

Then Tatsuya walk up to me. He tells me that He's feeling very tired. Then he lie down and place his head on my lap. Second WTF!?

I was so surprised that I jumped up. Then the train crash. Dream ends.

WTF?

Anyway, I took a Personaility quiz. My result is :

Openness to Experience/Intellect :You typically don't seek out new experiences.
Conscientiousness :You probably have a messy desk!
Extraversion :You probably enjoy spending quiet time alone.
Agreeableness :You find it easy to criticize others.
Neuroticism :You tend to become anxious or nervous.

Pretty accurate. Especially the "find it easy to criricize others" part. Haha. I don't like new experiences that much, but I'm still ok with new experiences. My desk is messy sometimes, but not all the time. I do enjoy spending time alone. Become anxious or nervous is not really true.

A music test :
Bold = True

Reflective & Complex
People high on this dimension tend to enjoy Classical, Blues, Jazz, and Folk music. On the Reflective & Complex Dimension you fell in the 65 percentile. This score is quite high.

People with high scores on the reflective and complex music-preference dimension tend to be open to new experiences, creative, intellectual, and enjoy trying new things. When it comes to politics, they tend to lean toward the liberal side. Wisdom, diversity, and fine arts are all important to them. When it comes to lifestyle, high scorers tend to be sophisticated, and relatively well off financially. After a hard day of work, if they're not listening to music or reading a book, they enjoy documentary films, independent, classic, or foreign films.

Edgy & Agressive
People high on this dimension tend to enjoy Alternative, Rock, and Heavy Metal music. On the Edgy & Aggressive Dimension you fell in the 17 percentile. This score is very low.

People with low scores on the energetic and aggressive music-preference dimension don't get their kicks on skydiving or rock climbing. They tend to be friendly, less assertive than the average person, and conventional. They tend to place a lot of importance on family security, salvation, and tranquility. When they're not listening to music, watching television, or reading a book, they probably enjoy watching a dramatic movie, major motion picture, romance movie, or classic film.

Fun & Simple
People high on this dimension tend to enjoy Pop, Religious, Country, and Soundtrack music. On the Fun & Simple Dimension you fell in the 41 percentile. This score is moderate.

People with low scores on the fun and simple music-preference dimension tend to introverted, unconventional, and artistic. When it comes to morals and values, chances are that they lean toward the liberal side, and consider beauty and inner harmony important principles in life. When selecting a movie to watch, they prefer suspense movies, cult movies, or foreign films.

Energectic & Upbeat
People high on this dimension tend to enjoy Hip-hop, Rap, Funk, Soul, and Electronic music. On the Energetic & Upbeat Dimension you fell in the 35 percentile. This score is quite low.

People with low scores on the energetic and upbeat music-preference dimension tend to be introverted, less assertive than the average person, and detail oriented. As for politics and values, they tend to lean to the conservative side, and value intellect, ambition, and high art. When it comes to lifestyle, low scorers on the energetic and upbeat dimension often come from the middle and upper classes. When they're not reading, they're probably watching a romance movie, classic film, or western movie.


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Friday, October 9, 2009 1:45 AM
Haha, awesome, a Gekokujou skit! Haha. It's one of my favourite Vocaloid PV. X3



"Green is the enemy!" Haha. This song is more like, for hardcore fans of the Kagamines. (fans like me XD)

Moving on.

Biology isn't really that hard. The MCQs are pretty straight-foward (except for like, 2-3 questions). I messed up the enzyme diagram labelling thing. *sobs* But I think I might be able to pass Bio this time. (: I hope I pass my History & SS too.

I'm changing my Art's final layout again. Theme is still the same, just that the whole final layout will be different. I need to go out and get materials later if possible. Haha.


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Tuesday, October 6, 2009 11:18 PM
This post was edited. There's a weird mistake in this post.

This is no good.

I'm getting sick again. And it's exam period right now, for goodness sake! Who knows I might retain. Haha.

Argh.

I didn't finish writing 2-3 questions for the History exam today. More like, in the last ten minutes, I just quickly write a crappy conclusion for two source base and a essay question without properly finishing the question. There's not enough time. Argh. This is the first time I wished that the exam was longer. I chose the Causes of WWII for the essay question, since there's not much to write about Japan, or rather, I'm more familiar with Germany and blah blah.
I'm loving my new Ikki (Air gear) wallpaper. <33

I wish exams would end soon. Haiz.

And different versions of Bleach vol 40 (Ulqui!) poem:

The original version:
I envy because of the heart
I glutton because of the heart
I covet because of the heart
I am prideful because of the heart
I sloth because of the heart
I rage because of the heart
Because of the heart
I lust for everything about you

And the other versions, CAPLOCKS ALERT!

EXTREMELY LONGWINDED VERSION
BECAUSE THE HEART EXISTS NOW, AND DUE TO IT, I FEEL JEALOUSY
BECAUSE THE HEART EXISTS NOW, AND DUE TO IT, I EAT LOTS
BECAUSE THE HEART EXISTS NOW, AND DUE TO IT, I SNATCH AND COVET
BECAUSE THE HEART EXISTS NOW, AND DUE TO IT, I AM ARROGANT
BECAUSE THE HEART EXISTS NOW, AND DUE TO IT, I LOUNGE AROUND
BECAUSE THE HEART EXISTS NOW, AND DUE TO IT, I GET ANGRY
BECAUSE THE HEART EXISTS NOW, AND DUE TO IT,
I DESIRE ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT IS YOU

TEENAGE GIRL VERSION
CUZ OF THE HEART, LIKE, I GET JELOUS
CUZ OF THE HEART, LIKE, I EAT 2 MUCH
CUZ OF THE HEART, LIKE, I WANT DIS NEW DRESS LOL
CUZ OF THE HEART, LIKE, I KNO IM BETTA THEN U ^_^
CUZ OF THE HEART, LIKE, I DUN WANNA GO OUT 2DAY
CUZ OF THE HEART, LIKE, I AM SOOOO F%#$% PISSED OFF!! >_<
CUZ OF THE HEART, LIKE,
I WANT U 2 B ALL MINE *^_^*

CHAPPY VERSION
BECAUSE OF THE HEART I ENVY PYON!
BECAUSE OF THE HEART I EAT PYON!
BECAUSE OF THE HEART I SNATCH PYON!
BECAUSE OF THE HEART I AM PROUD PYON!
BECAUSE OF THE HEART I AM LAZY PYON!
BECAUSE OF THE HEART I GET ANGRY PYON!
BECAUSE OF THE HEART PYON!
I WANT YOUR WHOLE YOU
PYON!!

ENGLISH DELINQUENT VERSION
THE FOCKIN’ HEART IS WHY I’M FOCKIN’ PISSED AT MOJO’S NEW FOCKIN’ BIKE!
THE FOCKIN’ HEART IS WHY I’M EATIN’ THIS FOCKIN’ LOAD OF SHIT!
THE FOCKIN’ HEART IS WHY I STOLE THAT FOCKIN’ OLD LADY’S FOCKIN’ PURSE!
THE FOCKIN’ HEART IS WHY I’M BETTER THAN THAT MOTHERFOCKER OVER THERE!
THE FOCKIN’ HEART IS WHY I CAN’T BE FOCKIN’ ARSED TO FOCKIN’ DO SHIT!
THE FOCKIN’ HEART IS WHY I’M FOCKIN’ FOCKIN’ PISSED AT FOCKIN’EVERYTHING!
THE FOCKIN’ HEART IS WHY...
OH JUST FOCKIN’ HAND OVER YOURSELF TO ME BITCH

SCIENCE-ORIENTED VERSION
LET HEART = SUM OF MEMORIES, EMOTIONS AND OTHER SUCH ASSOCIATIONS
THEREFORE, IT STANDS TO REASON THAT:
THE HEART MAY BE A FACTOR IN JEALOUSY ISSUES
THE HEART MAY BE A FACTOR IN FOOD CRAVINGS
THE HEART MAY BE A FACTOR IN POSSESSIVENESS (OR KLEPTOMANIACY)
THE HEART MAY BE A FACTOR IN DEVELOPMENT OF A SUPERIORITY COMPLEX
THE HEART MAY BE A FACTOR IN PROLONGED INACTIVITY (ALTHOUGH NEWTON'S INERTIA LAW MAY ALSO PLAY A KEY PART)
THE HEART MAY BE A FACTOR IN AGRESSIVE BEHAVIOUR
THE HEART MAY BE A FACTOR IN MATING RITUALS AND THE DESIRE TO REPRODUCE (THOUGH THIS MAY STILL BE LARGELY DUE TO THE STRONG BIOLOGICAL URGE TO CONTINUE THE SPECIES), WHICH IS ALSO AFFECTED BY THE QUALITIES OF THE POTENTIAL MATE.

THE AMERKIN SOUTHRN VERSION
IT'S A'CUZ OF THAT THAR HEART THAT AH WANT CH'O STUFF
IT'S A;CUZ OF THAT THAR HART THAT AH ET ALL THAT BBQ
IT'S A'CUZ OF THAT THAR HEART THAT AH STOLE YO WATERMELON
IT'S A'CUZ OF THAT THAR HEART THAT AH 'M SO VERY FINE
IT'S A'CUZ OF THAT THAR HEART THAT AH DONE FEEL LIKE DOIN' SHIT
IT'A A'CUZ OF THAT THAR HEART THAT Y'ALL PISS ME OFF
THAT THAR HEART IS WHY I WANNA DO YA TILL YO BRAINS MELT (BABY)

SHAKESPEAR VERSION
MINE HEART BEGETS MY LOATHESOME ENVY
MINE HEART BEGETS MY GLUTTONOUS CONSUMPTION
MINE HEART BEGETS THEFT AND UNENDING DESIRE
MINE HEART BEGETS NARCISSUS' FATAL FLAW
MINE HEART BEGETS WEARINESS AND APATHY WITHAL
MINE HEART BEGETS RAGE, UNENDING AND FIERCE
FROM MY HEART IS BORN, ABOVE ANY AND ALL,
MY LUSTFUL ACHING FOR ALL THAT YOU ARE


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3:21 AM
This post was edited. Haa.

Today was ok. I accidently bit my lips again. Ouch.

I finished 1 more drawing for art. A yellow rose. Looks horrendous. Lol. A conversation (sort of) with Myra during art :


Myra :"Bye guys." (something around this line)
Me :"It's good if you leave, Myra. You give us alot of pressure."
Myra :"I give you alot of pleasure!?"


Went for extra history lesson. Sat beside Vicki. (: Haha. Tomorrow is History test, a bit nervous.... I'm having a great depression now. Lololololololol.

And I love the character poem for Vol 40 of Bleach. Because it's Ulquiorra's poem In each volume of Bleach, there's a poem for the character that's featured on the cover. This time, it's Ulquiorra's second poem. So far, I like Ichimaru Gin & Yumichika's poem. I can't remember the others. Maybe I should re-read during the holidays.

The poem :

心在るが故に妬み I envy because of the heart
心在るが故に喰らい I glutton because of the heart
心在るが故に奪い I covet because of the heart
心在るが故に傲り I am prideful because of the heart
心在るが故に惰り(あなどり) I sloth because of the heart
心在るが故に怒り I rage because of the heart
心在るが故に Because of the heart
お前のすべてを欲する I lust for everything about you


And a General SMT survey on the Persona PSP boards :
Question 1. Is this game your first experience with Persona 1?
Yes. And I'm eager to try it out. It look so much more better than Persona 3 or 4. 4 is just pretty terrible, but 3 is memorable.

Question 2. What was your first MegaTen game?
Devil survivor. Without knowing it. I downloaded the Japanese version of Devil survivor and played it. I played Persona 3 after that and thought it was my first SMT game. I only realised Devil survivor is a SMT game after about 6 months. So Devil survivor is my first SMT game.

Question 3. What is your favorite MegaTen game?
Of course it's SHIN MEGAMI TENSEI :DIGITAL DEVIL SAGA! Everything about this game is great. The story, characters, gameplay, music and so on.

Question 4. Do you play SMT: Imagine?
Yes. And I nearly stop playing MMORPG because of it.

Question 5. After Strange Journey and P3P, if you could wish for any MegaTen game, what would it be and for what system?
PERSONA 2. I badly want this SMT. The characters all look great, and there's Hitler! Haha. Not only that, you can turn Tatsuya gay. lololololololol. And of course there's the song Change my way. People claim P2 as the most twisted and best Persona.

Question 6. How many MegaTen games that you own have you beaten?
5. P3, P4, DDS 1. Raidou 2 & DS. Finishing DDS2 & Raidou 1 soon. Still have ways to go with Nocturne. Argh. I hate those freaking Manikins. (except Futomimi. haha)

Question 7. Who is your favorite demon?
Jack Frost! It's too effing cute. <33 I like Raiho too. I also like Uzume & Scatach. If Persona counts, I will add in Thanatos too. Finally, not forgetting Ippon-datara. CREAM PUFFS!!!!!

Question 8. Who is your favorite party member from Persona 1?
Haven't play the game yet. But from videos, I'm liking Naoya,Nate & Elly. And maybe Ayase too.

Question 9. Do you own any MegaTen items that aren't video games?
Raiho plush & a Persona 4 visual data book. I want the Persona 2 manga that Chuangyi actually localized to Singapore years ago. I would love some posters too.

Question 10. Have you ever bought a console specifically for obtaining a MegaTen game?
Nope, but I want to get a PSP just for Persona 1. Haha.

Question 11: Do you use manga names as canon names or make up your own?
Canon names if possible. If not, just some ridiculous name, like "Pimp", "Tofu" and so on.

Question 12. Have you ever used something from a MegaTen game in another video game?
Yes, in Disgaea 2. I named my generic characters with names of characters from the MegaTen series.

Question 13. Does your PSP (i'm assuming you have one) Currently have a Persona or P3P wallpaper on it?
Sadly, I don't have a PSP yet.

Question 14. Is your computer wallpaper currently MegaTen related?
Nope, my current wallpaper is Ikki from Air gear. But in the past, I use a number of SMT wallpapers. And they are hand-made. Haa.

Question 15. Who do you think is the most attractive female in the SMT universe (or if you're a girl, go for dudes)
Heat! Haha. Ok, overall for both dudes & females :

Nocturne: Hitoshura & Isamu.
Digital devil saga: Serph, Heat, Gale.
Persona: Naoya, Elly.
Persona 2: Tatsuya, Lisa, Maya.
Persona 3: Minato, Akihiko, Yukari, Aigis.
Persona 4: Yousuke, Naoto, Chie.
Raidou series: Raidou, Tae, Kaya.
Devil survivor: Naoya, Yuzu, Mari.
Other SMT: MC (SMT1), Hiroko (SMT2)

Question 16. Have you picked Persona PSP up yet?
No. ): I want a PSP for it. ==


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Sunday, October 4, 2009 8:11 AM

Celebrated (kinda) Mooncake festival yesterday. At my block downstairs. lol. I actually went back home alone first because I was hungry. And guess what...

I FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY HOUSE KEY!

So I sat outside of my house's doorsteps, like some emo girl or something, waiting for rescuemy maid to come and open the door.

I have yet another idea for art. More like, two more ideas for art. One is self identity, while the other two is Absence. I must really think through carefully and settle down with one theme. Haa.

Nisa introduced me to play the online MMORPG Dragonica. I still remember how much I suck at Shin megami tensei online imagine. I was like -OMG, what happen? I ran and was defeated by Jack frost? OMG, what happen? I freaking died again!

I remember not touching MMORPGs for a long time after that. And yes, that was the worst SMT game I ever played.

Dragonica is rather easy to play. I'm playing as a archer... so yeah, spam arrows for two days and voila! Level 14. Ha.

Fixed Kelly's blogskin today. It reminded me why I hate table layouts so much. There's alot of nonsencicalcodes. But I fix the whole blogskin anyway. Yay.

This song kinda grew onto me. It has such a... hmm... poppy 80s (???) tune? lol? LOL -Lots of laughs- by Hatsune Miku


And I love the lyrics of Just be friends by Megurine Luka
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It's time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends...

It came to mind in the early morning yesterday
As if I gathered broken pieces of glass

What the heck is this? Drips from my cut finger
Is this what we really hoped for?

I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and repeats self-contradiction
When can I tell it to you?

In the slowly decaying world, I'm struggling but it's the only way
Carving your faded smiles, I pulled out the plug

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
Coincidences that sticked us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces
"No matter what we do, life is just like that" I mumbled
Somebody's tears flow down the dried cheeks


All we gotta do Just be friends
It's time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends...

Yesterday a tranquil night made me realize
It'd be useless to pick up fallen petals

Because it'd never bloom again
It's tiny but already dead on my palms
Our time stopped long ago

I remember the season we met first and your grace smile
Bringing up old issues, we hurt each other as badly as possible
Our minds are full of thorns

With this continuous dull relationship
Grievously I can't change my mind
I still love you, I don't wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you

It's raining heavily in my mind, I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry
Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

Just once, just once, if I could have my wish to come true
I'd be born again and again and go see you on those days

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over
We have to leave without turning back

It's all over


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Thursday, October 1, 2009 10:04 PM

Sick. :O

So I didn't go to school today. That simply means, I skipped the Chinese exam. Lol.

I'm so dead for the section one of English exam. lol. Hope my report is well. It's mainly because I wasn't feeling well throughout the whole exam. There's like, a mountain of tissues on my table. Of course, the sight isn't pretty at all.

And finally, I'm starting to draw something for art. And I won't deny that I got my idea after watching the PV of Just be friends by Megurine Luka. Research it's a bit hard to do, since I can't find the exact pictures I want to draw.

I find myself liking sad songs recently. And the worst thing is my mood changes with the song. Haha.


New playlist featuring Vocaloid Megurine Luka. :3

Track list
01# No logic
02# You and beautiful world
03# Just be friends
04# Toeto
05# Filozofio
06# Japanese ninja no 1!
07# RIP=RELEASE
08# Marionette -Jazz version-
09# Looking for
10# Aka Hitoha (One red leaf)
11# Ignition
12# Tower
13# The last queen
14# La Pucelle
15# Ama no sasabune
16# Out of lies
17# One more kiss
18# Double Lariat
19# Transient future
20# Tako Luka night fever


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