my name is yingyu but some people prefer calling me yama-chan or misha. Some people think i'm weird, sacarstic & rude. i'm a person who tends to get irritated easily and to top it off, i have a very bad temper. so don't mess with me.i'm a photoshop expert. i have a weird taste in music, like, i have a weakness for jazzy-music, world/folk/fantasy-like music, pop-rock and ballads. i hate those heavy metal stuffs.
i love video games, especially shin megami tensei games like digital devil saga and persona 2 i love manga as well, like majin tantei nougami neuro, bloody monday, air gear & naruto.
and oh, purple and white rocks my world.
wishlist
'DS 'PSP 'New com 'New phone 'Do better in studies 'Peaceful life 'Be nicer to people (lol) 'Own room 'new headphone 'Photoshop CS4 'Vocaloid 02 :Kagamine 'Vocaloid 02 :Megurine Luka 'Persona 3 'Persona 4 'Raidou vs King Abaddon 'Digital devil saga 'Devil survivor 'Nocturne 'Strange Journey 'Persona 'Rune Factory Frontier 'Harvest moon: Sunshine islands 'Professor Layton & Diabolical box'Play Persona 2 'Harvest moon :Animal parade 'Starry sky in summer 'Starry sky in winter 'new headphones'new wallet 'new pencilcase 'new bag 'd.gray-man artbook 'kuroshitsuji official fanbook
Celebrated (kinda) Mooncake festival yesterday. At my block downstairs. lol. I actually went back home alone first because I was hungry. And guess what...
I FORGOTTEN TO BRING MY HOUSE KEY!
So I sat outside of my house's doorsteps, like some emo girl or something, waiting for rescuemy maid to come and open the door.
I have yet another idea for art. More like, two more ideas for art. One is self identity, while the other two is Absence. I must really think through carefully and settle down with one theme. Haa.
Nisa introduced me to play the online MMORPG Dragonica. I still remember how much I suck at Shin megami tensei online imagine. I was like -OMG, what happen? I ran and was defeated by Jack frost? OMG, what happen? I freaking died again!
I remember not touching MMORPGs for a long time after that. And yes, that was the worst SMT game I ever played.
Dragonica is rather easy to play. I'm playing as a archer... so yeah, spam arrows for two days and voila! Level 14. Ha.
Fixed Kelly's blogskin today. It reminded me why I hate table layouts so much. There's alot of nonsencicalcodes. But I fix the whole blogskin anyway. Yay.
This song kinda grew onto me. It has such a... hmm... poppy 80s (???) tune? lol? LOL -Lots of laughs- by Hatsune Miku
And I love the lyrics of Just be friends by Megurine Luka
Just be friends All we gotta do Just be friends It's time to say goodbye Just be friends All we gotta do Just be friends Just be friends...
It came to mind in the early morning yesterday As if I gathered broken pieces of glass
What the heck is this? Drips from my cut finger Is this what we really hoped for?
I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best My self-love refuses it and repeats self-contradiction When can I tell it to you?
In the slowly decaying world, I'm struggling but it's the only way Carving your faded smiles, I pulled out the plug
I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me Coincidences that sticked us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces "No matter what we do, life is just like that" I mumbled Somebody's tears flow down the dried cheeks
All we gotta do Just be friends It's time to say goodbye Just be friends All we gotta do Just be friends Just be friends Just be friends...
Yesterday a tranquil night made me realize It'd be useless to pick up fallen petals
Because it'd never bloom again It's tiny but already dead on my palms Our time stopped long ago
I remember the season we met first and your grace smile Bringing up old issues, we hurt each other as badly as possible Our minds are full of thorns
With this continuous dull relationship Grievously I can't change my mind I still love you, I don't wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you
It's raining heavily in my mind, I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over We have to leave without turning back
Just once, just once, if I could have my wish to come true I'd be born again and again and go see you on those days
I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's over We have to leave without turning back
