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my name is yingyu but some people prefer calling me yama-chan or misha. Some people think i'm weird, sacarstic & rude. i'm a person who tends to get irritated easily and to top it off, i have a very bad temper. so don't mess with me. i'm a photoshop expert. i have a weird taste in music, like, i have a weakness for jazzy-music, world/folk/fantasy-like music, pop-rock and ballads. i hate those heavy metal stuffs.

i love video games, especially shin megami tensei games like digital devil saga and persona 2 i love manga as well, like majin tantei nougami neuro, bloody monday, air gear & naruto.


and oh, purple and white rocks my world.



wishlist
'DS 'PSP 'New com 'New phone 'Do better in studies 'Peaceful life 'Be nicer to people (lol) 'Own room 'new headphone 'Photoshop CS4 'Vocaloid 02 :Kagamine 'Vocaloid 02 :Megurine Luka 'Persona 3 'Persona 4 'Raidou vs King Abaddon 'Digital devil saga 'Devil survivor 'Nocturne 'Strange Journey 'Persona 'Rune Factory Frontier 'Harvest moon: Sunshine islands 'Professor Layton & Diabolical box 'Play Persona 2 'Harvest moon :Animal parade 'Starry sky in summer 'Starry sky in winter 'new headphones 'new wallet 'new pencilcase 'new bag 'd.gray-man artbook 'kuroshitsuji official fanbook
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Thursday, July 30, 2009 2:28 AM

THIS IS BAD.

I'm addicted to playing Devil survivor, so much to a point that I just keep playing & playing, and don't feel like studying. (... except that I did spend an hour on Stalin.)

Today was OK. (: Art was ok, we got our exam papers. We have three days less to complete the prep boards than 3/2, which is SO unfair. I'm thinking of choosing the theme Fantasy... not sure what to draw either.

SS is just SS.

I just don't like Ms.Tay.

IT was fun. Just because I got to use Photoshop. Lol. It was fun making Ducky bloody and rainbow sand dunes. Speaking of Photoshop, I don't have much motivation to make aviis (bookmark-sized display pictures, can be used as bookmarks.) these days.

Maths. I hate Maths.

Bio. I passed my test. Which was good, it shows that my Bio has improved a bit. Somehow, I like this plant chapter.

There's History test tomorrow. Stalin, dood. STALIN.

Devil survivor
It's definitely one of the best SMT. =DD (I have high hopes for the upcoming Strange journey.)

The story is just so good that it will draw you in and make you addicted to it. The characters are good (except Yoo... I mean Yuzu), and the music, like I say before, is Heavy Metal with Guitar Trashing. It fits the game too well.

I went with Naoya's route, because he's too awesome,evil,hot,has some awesome clothes because I suddenly taken a big liking to him, and would like to go for Chaos in a SMT game for the first time. I intially want to do Gin's route first. I can't do Atsuro's in this walkthrough because I killed off Keisuke.

... I feel like changing the blogskin.


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Sunday, July 26, 2009 12:42 AM
Blogger fixed the bug/glitch a bit... but it still doesn't help much.

Anyway, I'm having Fever, Flu & Cough right now... might be H1N1... who knows?

Currently playing Devil survivor. Another SMT game. It reminds me a bit of Nocturne (thank goodness, we don't need to find spoon!!). The characters so far are ok, and I love Naoya's robe. (It's made up of numbers!!) The opening theme is awesome. <33 The game itself features Heavy rock/metal music, which is fine with me.

Speaking of music, I think I like Alternative, Jazz, Pop, Rock. Heavy Metal, Hymn, Ballads are still OK with me. I just hate Rap/anything sounding too cute.

Someone stole my graphics again, which I don't really care anymore. They are the ones ending up being the uncreative ones.


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Friday, July 24, 2009 12:28 AM
*Kills retarded blogger*

Anyway, it's been confirmed that the CCA might start on next Monday. Great. Dance. Just hope that I don't break the floor.

I feel like puking the whole day.


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Thursday, July 23, 2009 12:56 AM
*post*

YAY, I UPDATED!! =DD

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O.M.G a new SMT game coming out in October for the DS!!!! WOOHOO!!!! Not only that, the characters instantly reminds me of Digital devil saga!! Not only thatm the artwork is done by Kazuma Kaneko! XDD And Shoji Meguro is the composer, and I don't think he's going to make tracks like Persona tracks (which is bad, especially P4). I'm definitely getting it once it comes out. But then, I want a PSP for Persona 1. Yes, just for Persona 1. That's how much I love SMT games.

Anyway, blogger is still having some serious bug/glitch. And it's been a few days. The webmaster of blogger sure is lazy, lazy, lazy. And retarded. I find myself liking the word retarded alot these days. lol.

I hate wearing ties. It feels like something is around your neck, strangling you. (wow, my spelling sucks) The class photo taking session IS retarded. I'm pretty sure I look weird in it too.

IT was fun. Sunflower + Mr.Ducky turned out well. Learned a few new tricks, which will help me alot in Icon, Banner, Wallpaper and bookmark making. Guess I'm just a photoshop freak.

Still playing Ar tonelico. But I'm not inspired to finish it. But I also don't want to grind in Makai Kingdom, find that DAMN SPOON in Nocturne. Phantom Brave is pretty nice; it's story is NISA's best, but the battle system just suck. I think it's still best if I continue playing DDS.


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Wednesday, July 22, 2009 6:25 AM
Blogger is having some serious bug/glitch problems. -_-

Anyway, today's History lesson was fun. =DD I like the presentation on Stalin alot. XD Plus, Mdm Kan's evil. Yes, EVIL.

I did my 5 stations too, and failed Shuttle run... wait, I passed my Pull up!? LOL.

Today is cold. The weather is REAL cold. Looking foward to tomorrow... well,

that's because there's Photoshop lesson during IT! X3 I think it's high-time for me to improve my photoshopping skills.

My review on Ar Tonelico, since I'm playing it recently.
Ar Tonelico is a PS2 game which mixes elements of RPG & Visual novel. Which is, not bad, since I kinda like Visual novels. This game, had execute it fairly well, but it's just not as good as Persona 3/Persona 4.

The story is pretty simple, you play as Lyner, a knight from the "higher world", where they fight off virus to protect humanity. But they were over-run by a new type of virus, and Lyner is sent to the "lower world" to find a hymn crystal called "Purger" to save the world. And the rest is history.

Lyner is a hot-headed character, but unlike other hot-headed characters, he's not very lovable. In fact, sometimes he will annoy the hell out of you. (For me) The main girls are OK, my personal favourite is Misha. The supporting cast is OK too.

The graphics ARE BAD. I don't really go for graphics, but this one is quite bad. The character potraits looks very nice, but the in-game graphics looks like some game from PS1. The anime scenes still looks ok.

The battles are easy too, in fact, you can blindfold yourself and win with NO problems.

The real treat in this game, for me, is the music. The music is simply beautiful, especially the hymns. Because of my weird taste of music, I like hymns as well. But the battle themes are not that good. The voice acting is so-so... well, what do you expect from a NISA localisation?

I will give this game a 6/10. It's playable, just that it's not everyone's cup of tea. If you are looking for some relaxing gaming experience with great music, go ahead and play it. If you are a person that go for gameplay, forget it.


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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 1:49 AM
And another survey from DA. It's a Shin Megami Tensei survey. X33

Your top favourite SMT?
- Hmm... DDS series > Nocturne > P3 > Raidou series > P4

Who's your favourite silent protagonist?
- Raidou! X33 Serph comes in second, follow by Minato.

And your other favourite characters?
- Heat!! & Gale & Cielo from DDS. <33
Followed by Akihiko (P3), Kanji (P4) & Isamu (N), Tae (RK)


Your favourite pairing?
- Argilla/JinanaAkihiko/Mitsuru (P3)

Your favourite MegaTen scenes?
- Raidou 1, where Raidou assautled Rasputin with a glass bottle and that Ippon-Datara... CREAM PUFFS!
P4, Mystery food X & Cross-dressing paguent (my spelling sucks).
P3, OPERATION BABE HUNT!
DDS 2, Latin dance OMGBBQWTF!? & OMG he speaks!


Least favourite character?
- Sera. Just Sera. Even Narumi rocks more than her.

Worst crossover ever.
- Cielo & Teletubbies!
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O_O


Least favourite dungeons?
- Nocturne, that damn Manikin & his spoon. SPOON.

Now, just tag/ask anyone to do it!
- *Throws Cream puff at you*


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1:31 AM
A random Vocaloid survey I did at LJ (?).

Where did you found out about Vocaloid?
-Crunchyroll

First Vocaloid song you ever heard.
-Love is war by MEIKO

Who is your favourite Vocaloid?
-Kagamine Rin, Megurine Luka, Gumi

... and who's your least favourite?
- Gakupo. Gackt sucks anyway.

List your top 5 favourite song from each Vocaloid if possible!
Hatsune Miku (The queen of pop)
- World is mine, Melt, Persona Alice, Tokyo 2 rock city, Romeo and Cinderella
Kagamine Rin (The rocker, my personal favourite)
- Meltdown, Hello Nostradamus, Skeleton life, Fear Garden, Iroha Uta (... and a hell lot more. XD)
Kagamine Len (High-pitched Shorta)
- SPICE!, Migi-kata no chou, Sadistic vampire, Shin seiki ~New Milliuem~, Sand scraper
Megurine Luka (Rock ballads as well as engrish)
- Looking for, RIP=RELEASE, Just be friends, Unchain, You and beautiful world
Gumi (Very realistic sounding)
- Circus, Endless, Miracle Gumiracle, Alice ni Sayonara, Megu megu fire endless night
Duets (Duets. What do you expect me to say?)
- KokoroxKororo.Kiseki, Magnet, Cendrillion, Byakko no musume, China dress

List your favourite PVs!
- Fear garden, Just be friends, Go google it, you moron, Cantarella, SPICE!, Kokoro, Loli Yuukai

Your favourite niconico singer?
-Chouchou. Her voice itself is very calming and has a kind feeling to it. I like her "When the first love ends" & "bpm" alot.

Anything else to add?
No.


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O_O
1:24 AM
Ms.Kashiwagi wore a traditional clothes cosplayed as a member of Akatsuki today.

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O_O

I guess today was okay. It still sucks that tomorrow I have to do the NAPFA 5 stations during recess. ==


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Who would have thought?
Thursday, July 16, 2009 6:32 AM

IT project...
is...
something...
we have to create with Photoshop!

YAY. =D

I want something really fun & interesting to happen in my life. And someone who understands me well and cares lots about me. Maybe it will, in a few years time. lol.


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Saturday, July 11, 2009 8:20 AM
After finishing reading the Diary of Anne Frank, I found myself a bit similiar to her.

I don't really have someone to confide into ; I just can't make myself really like Mum ; Though Dad stands up for me alot of time, I still don't feel really that close to him (but don't be mistaken, I love him alot) ; I feel that I can only confide into a diary (but for my case, blog)

I would love to keep a diary instead of a blog, but mum constanly goes through my stuffs. My room's cramp up with their stuffs too. It's impossible to keep a diary in secret.

I found myself taking a liking to observe people around me and think through the actions and things that these people had done. I'm not sure why either. Maybe I'm a silient observer? Who knows.

I found graphic making to be pleasurable. Lots of people love my works, and praise me. I guess I just need a tad bit of attention sometimes,but I would never want to become a attention seeker in class or home.

On the other hand, I became real interested in History. Not sure why either. I had been paying more attention in class (except english), I guess that's a good thing.

I had been rambling alot lately.

Reading :History :Without the boring bits
Watching :ef - a tale of memories
Listening :Euphoric field by Elisa ft Tanami
Playing :DDS 2 & Nocturne


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Friday, July 10, 2009 12:58 AM
Wow, thanks, Serph, for spreading stupid stuffs about Ms.Kashiwagi case. He told people that I wrote the letter myself and gave it her, threaten her that I will send to MOE. Great, huh? I didn't even know this until Naoto told me. I don't care anymore.

Today was super damn boring. Kaya, Lisa & Kururu didn't come. So I'm all alone in class, well... kinda alone, since King Moron keeps coming to my table. Well, he even accompanied me to do the science experiment today and teach me about some Bio stuffs. I guess he isn't that annoying after all. (:

Speaking of experiment, my test tube broke and the glass shards got stuck onto my finger. (!) Of course, there's blood. Not much anyway. Guess my skinblood is too thick.

I think my bond with Chihiro & Namine is slightly more closer... me & Namine got lost during Chinese lesson. XDD I wrote about crap during Chinese lesson. Lol.

3/2 classroom is pretty stuffy, but I enjoyed today History lesson alot. XDD I like Mdm.Kan's teaching, generally History itself. Though I prefer Hitler than Stalin alot. HEIL HITLER!

Looks like I'm having bad luck lately... Ms.Kashiwagi case, Test tube breaking, Soya milk on skirt, Got burn when praying, H1N1Flu, Spegetthi on shirt, vandalism on my table... well, I will just take them as a trial in my life. (wait, Soya milk & spegetthi doesn't count. XD)


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DDS2 broke my heart
Thursday, July 9, 2009 2:34 AM
Sick. So I'm at home all day playing DDS 2.

DDS 2 gotta be the saddest, most depressing game I ever played so far. This is definitely the best SMT (yes, it beats Persona 3 & Raidou 2).

Roland sacrificed himself just to let Serph and the others escape. Argilla decides to help him, and died along side with him. Roland's a great great drunk guy. Heat died, and his last words to Serph is to protect Sera. Yes, he died two times for the person he love. I'm touched. Cielo died in a heroic way, so yeah, you're da mon, Cielo! The saddest of all got to be Gale & Angel, both lovers, finally reconciled and died in each other arms. I shed a tear in this scene. Serph & Sera died along side each other.

But of course there are a few funny scenes. Like, Cielo doing latin dance (WTF!?). He says that he will do this to calm down god. Gale replied that that will only anger him. Haha. XD

I'm now at the final part of the game, where you get to use as Seraph, and yay, Heat! =DD Heat finally smiled in the game. <3 LOL.

My ranking for SMT games :
1# DDS series
2# Persona 3
3# Raidou Kuzunoha 2
4# Nocturne
5# Raidou Kuzunoha 1
6# Persona 4

Not putting in Devil survivor, as I haven't played it yet.


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I don't care.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 12:57 AM
Ms.Kashiwagi cried when she read my mum's letter today. I just walked off. Everyone is staring at me with either puzzled/angry face. I don't care. Yes, walking off makes me like a jerk, but I coudn't care much. After awhile, Ms.Kashiwagi called me back.

She went on rambling about her effort, she's tired, Timothy's case is important, She's 29 (-_-), She's married to her work (-_-), Her sister (-_-), Court case (she thinks too far), teaching is her calling (who cares?), She wants to resign (please, do), She don't have favourism (like real), she's stress, she's depress (call the doctor) and blah blah.

Then she ask me do I understand how she feels.

I replied, a true honest answer : "No, I don't. I'm still a student, I'm not a teacher, I don't even have a job before."

That seems to cheer her up a bit. Blah blah.

Someone wrote Chee bai on my table. My guess it's Yukari & co. Since Yukari's good friend Sakura Haruno makes it too obvious. Argilla & Yukiko seems to be avoiding me, especially Argilla.

During recess, I accidently poured Soya bean onto my skirt. == Chie help me to the toilet to wash. ^^ And oh, I took two packets of Kaya's tissue today. lol. (:

My seat was changed with Chihiro. At first I thought I'm stuck between Gale & Yukiko, but in the end, it turns out that Chihiro is seating on the other side, so I'm stuck between Lisa & Sakura Haruno.

At least Lisa's there. X33 But argh, King Moron is near me. ARGH, ARGH, ARGH.

I don't care if people hate me or what. I will survive.

In case you are wondering...
The names I use for different people are different characters from anime or games that kinda reflects that person.


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Pissed off.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 12:57 AM
My current mood - >:O


1# My works, pictures made with photoshop, had been stolen. I don't think my works are very nice, but I put in time & effort into them. That person have the nerve to tell me that his friend threaten him to do it. WOW, that's one of the most original & lame excuse I ever heard. His dear good friend who didn't care and used the stolen picture had been devour (?) by me. Well... I mean, I attacked him to death. He didn't even dare to reply to me now and has faithfully remove the picture, after he got stalk attacked by me multiple times. It actually was pretty fun attacking his friend. I only said I will spread about this matter around, and soon it will be around the net, since spreading works like spam. He got scared right after that. Ha! Now it's only to deal with that maggot who stole my work.

But then I should celebrate too, since it proves that my works are nice enough to make other people wanting to steal. BUHAHAHAHA!

I will follow how Sakura-chan uses in her posts -Fake names.

2# Yes, I hate sitting beside Yukari. Most people know that, since I complain alot. I asked my mum to write a letter to Ms.Kashiwagi to change my seats. Ms.Kashiwagi said that Yukari is a quiet girl. Quiet? My ass. So today was far too noisy, I can't take it anymore, I ask Ms.Kashiwagi directly.

Guess what she said:

Learn to adapt, open yourself more and talk more. You can tell her directly too to shut up. Don't ask your parents to always write letters.

First, this is the first time I asked my mum to write about changing seats!
Two, Why should I open up to someone I don't really know?
Three, I don't want to create noise pollution.
Four, tell her directly? I don't want to hurt her.

So I told Ms.Kashiwagi I can't see from there, which is true.

She said:

Yuko can see it too. So you should.

I told her -"Yuko is Yuko, Me is me. Our eye degree is different. Seriously." That shut her up, and she immediately change the subject and asked Yukari to come here.

She said:

Ying yu is very unhappy with you. You talk too much, squeal too much, shout too much.

The way she said it, Yukari is definitely offended. I didn't mean that way, and she had to say it that way, causing misunderstanding. Idiot.

I say fine then, and she arranged for Argilla to seat in the center. I said I wanted to sit on the other end nearer to the center, she said yes. But right after Yukari complained about she can't see the board too, She move me back to the end.

Favourism! That's favourism, sucker. No, it's not me who's sensetive, other classmates had complained about it too.

I don't care if she sees this post or whatever, I speak whatever is in my mind.

On the brighter side :

Still stuck with drawing that Prison break guy for Art. No, this is not something bright at all. But I did enjoy today's art lesson. =D

Went home with 940. Fun, as always. (:

And a new skin. X3

P.S -Brother's much better these days.


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